Life is going good here. Things seem to be looking up for me. Just have to have motivation to finish out the semester at MSU. I have no desire to write my papers. It is hard to push myself. I have so much stuff to be doing, but I dont want to be doing them. I transferred to another mcdonalds owned by the same guy this week. I love it there. They are so stinking awesome there. Much better than the other mcdonalds. Also, i am waiting to hear back from UNK to see if i have been accepted or not. I should have no problem getting into there.

well, i got to jet. got to get ready for work. Working 11pm to 7am tonight.

i have been in a much better mood tonight then I have been since chris left me. I realized how much he is a loser right now and that I deserve someone better than him. I talked to him for a few minutes today before heading to work. He was using school as an excuse. He was saying that i was too busy with school and work to have time for him and to talk and listen to him. Thats not good. I have to have a guy that respects the fact that I want to learn as much as I can and understands that school is very important to me. He did not cheat on me until this last month. Since coming back from LU for a wedding, he had been cheating on me. The girl he has now, i think just wanted to get into his pants. But oh well. She has a kid and if he wants that now then he by all means go for it. He had everything he ever wanted with me and ever desired. But if he wants to ruin it then he can. I am not gonna stop him. I deserve someone better and thats the end of that.

in other news.

I am moving to NE next month. I cant wait. I am leaving springfield Dec 16th and then moving to Kearney, NE to be near a very special girl (my roommie) I have no idea if i will get into the school there. I guess I will have to wait and see. I would not like to have a semester off. but it might turn out to be a good break. I am also having the chance to go home for christmas. I cant wait. I am excited about that.

Well, i need to get back to work. Got a bunch of pages to write.

Talk to you later

my brother and megan...arent they cute :)